Bg 1.30
na ca śaknomy avasthātuṁ bhramatīva ca me
manaḥ
nimittāni ca paśyāmi viparītāni keśava
Bg 1.31
na ca śreyo ’nupaśyāmi hatvā sva-janam
āhave
na kāṅkṣe vijayaṁ kṛṣṇa na ca rājyaṁ
sukhāni ca
Bg 1.32-35
kiṁ no rājyena govinda kiṁ bhogair jīvitena
vā
yeṣām arthe kāṅkṣitaṁ no rājyaṁ bhogāḥ
sukhāni ca
ta ime ’vasthitā yuddhe prāṇāṁs tyaktvā
dhanāni ca
ācāryāḥ pitaraḥ putrās tathaiva ca pitāmahāḥ
mātulāḥ śvaśurāḥ pautrāḥ śyālāḥ
sambandhinas tathā
etān na hantum icchāmi ghnato ’pi
madhusūdana
api trailokya-rājyasya hetoḥ kiṁ nu mahī-kṛte
nihatya dhārtarāṣṭrān naḥ kā prītiḥ syāj
janārdana
Translation:
30,31.
I am also unable to stand and my mind is whirling round,
as it were. And I see adverse omens, O
Keshava. Nor do I see any good
in killing my kinsmen in battle.
32. For, I desire not victory, O Krishna,
nor kingdom, nor
pleasures. Of what avail is dominion to us,
O Govinda? Of
what avail are pleasures or even life
itself?
33. They for whose sake we desire kingdom,
enjoyment and
pleasures stand here in battle, having
renounced life and wealth.
34. Teachers, fathers, sons and also
grandfathers, maternal
uncles, fathers-in-law, grandsons,
brothers-in-law and other
relatives.
35. These I do not wish to kill, though
they kill me, O
Madhusudana, even for the sake of dominion
over the three
worlds; how much less for the sake of the
earth.
Here Arjuna is adding some more details of
the symptoms of his disease. Earlier we had a list of symptoms that manifested
on the physical body. Now in this stanza, Arjuna tries to report recognised
symptoms of the maladjustments at his mental level...
In this state of mental confusion, when his
emotions have been totally divorced from his intellect, the 'objective mind,' without
the guidance of its 'subjective-aspect,' runs wild and comes to some
unintelligent conclusions. He says, 'I desire neither victory, nor empire, nor
even pleasure.' It is a recognised fact that a patient of hysteria, when
allowed to talk, will, in a negative way, express the very cause for the attack. For example,
when a woman, hysterically raving, repeatedly declares with all emphasis, that
she is not tired of her husband that she still respects him, that he still
loves her, that there is no rupture between them, etc., she, by these very
words, clearly indicates the exact cause of her mental chaos. Similarly, the
very denials of Arjuna clearly indicate to all careful readers how and why he
got into such a state of mental grief. He desired victory. He urgently wanted
the kingdom. He anxiously expected to win pleasures for himself and his relations. But the challenging
look of the mighty Kaurava forces and the great and eminent warriors standing
ready to fight, shattered his hopes, blasted his ambitions, and undermined his
self-confidence and he slowly developed the well-known "Arjuna disease,"
the cure for which is the theme of the Geeta.
Arjuna continues his arguments to Krishna
against the advisability of such a civil war between the two factions of the
same royal family… Feeling that he had not expressed his case strongly enough
to Krishna to make him come to this conclusion, and, assuming that it was
because of this that the Lord had not given his assent to it, Arjuna decided to
declare with a mock spirit of renunciation, that he had so much large-heartedness
in him that he would not kill his cousins, even if they were to kill him. The
climax came when Arjuna, with quixotic exaggeration, declared that he would not
fight the war, even if he were to win all the three worlds of the universe,
much less so for the mere Hastinapura-kingship.
Sources: vedabase.com; The Holy Geeta
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